Then I became aware someone had grabbed my hands and was pulling me up. Oh, I didn't want to come back and who had gotten in and was disturbing me? I opened my eyes to see no one but my hands in front of me and my body being pulled up in a way that was impossible to stand up on your own. Then the words were spoken to me, "dance with me". So gentle, so loving, so precious. Oh the precious joy that flowed through me. The love of my Lord and the delight as we danced to the music. When the dance was over I sat in a chair.
As I sat there a spirit of warfare intercession came over me. Then peace and His love then another wave of warfare intercession. This went on for a time. I don't know how long.
When it was over the Lord came over to me again. He had been standing to the side watching me with a smile on His face. The Lord was so precious, so real. As I sat He came and stood in front of me reached out and held my hands and was just loving me until He said, "it is time to go". It seemed like I had just gotten there. When I went and looked at the clock it had been an hour and 20 minutes.
His Precious Presence is so peaceful so at rest so full of love.
Today he is still with me. I smelled the oil before I started my prayers today. It did nothing. After going through purification prayers I smelled the oil again. Wow, what a difference. I put one dab on each of my hands and drew a cross. The Precious Presence was just as strong as last night (and is still to this day in 2009). I was gone with Him. The Lord took care of the children by bringing me back in time for the two parents that were scheduled to come today. Then I spent the next one and half-hours in His beautiful Presence. The children played quietly and respected my need to be alone. I told them I couldn't talk. God was with me too much to please play quietly. They did.
It has been 3 1/2 hours since I anointed myself. I have such peace, a feeling of no cares just delighting in the Lord. I read His word He gave me yesterday since I wasn't able to read it very well before. His word is so alive so vivid.
It would be very very easy to become addicted to this beautiful feeling. May I ever be able to stay here and still do what I must day by day. That is my next goal is to find some way.
Now I am to make the incense. That should be easy. There are only five ingredients and all of the same measurement. To use both the incense and oils will be awesome.
Update: It is 2009 and I have made both the incense of the temple and the anointing oils of the temple found in Exodus. It is more then I ever dreamt.
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